![]() |
![]() |
||
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
|||
![]() "The Green Fields of the Mind " Yale Alumni Magazine and Journal, November, 1977, Volume 41, No. 3.Also From A Great and Glorious Game: Baseball Writings ofA. Bartlett Giamatti, © 1998 by A. Bartlett Giamatti.
It breaks your heart. It is designed to break your heart. The game begins in the spring, when everything else begins again, and it blossoms in the summer, filling the afternoons and evenings, and then as soon as the chill rains come, it stops and leaves you to face the fall alone. You count on it, rely on it to buffer the passage of time, to keep the memory of sunshine and high skies alive, and then just when the days are all twilight, when you need it most, it stops. Today, October 2, a Sunday of rain and broken branches and leaf-clogged drains and slick streets, it stopped, and summer was gone. Somehow, the summer seemed to slip by faster this time. Maybe it wasn't this summer, but all the summers that, in this my fortieth summer, slipped by so fast. There comes a time when every summer will have something of autumn about it. Whatever the reason, it seemed to me that I was investing more and more in baseball, making the game do more of the work that keeps time fat and slow and lazy. I was counting on the game's deep patterns, three strikes, three outs, three times three innings, and its deepest impulse, to go out and back, to leave and to return home, to set the order of the day and to organize the daylight. I wrote a few things this last summer, this summer that did not last, nothing grand but some things, and yet that work was just camouflage. The real activity was done with the radio--not the all-seeing, all-falsifying television--and was the playing of the game in the only place it will last, the enclosed green field of the mind. There, in that warm, bright place, what the old poet called Mutability does not so quickly come. But out here, on Sunday, October 2, where it rains all day, Dame Mutability never loses. She was in the crowd at Fenway yesterday, a gray day full of bluster and contradiction, when the Red Sox came up in the last of the ninth trailing Baltimore 8-5, while the Yankees, rain-delayed against Detroit, only needing to win one or have Boston lose one to win it all, sat in New York washing down cold cuts with beer and watching the Boston game. Boston had won two, the Yankees had lost two, and suddenly it seemed as if the whole season might go to the last day, or beyond, except here was Boston losing 8-5, while New York sat in its family room and put its feet up. Lynn, both ankles hurting now as they had in July, hits a single down the right-field line. The crowd stirs. It is on its feet. Hobson, third baseman, former Bear Bryant quarterback, strong, quiet, over 100 RBIs, goes for three breaking balls and is out. The goddess smiles and encourages her agent, a canny journeyman named Nelson Briles. Now comes a pinch hitter, Bernie Carbo, onetime Rookie of the Year, erratic, quick, a shade too handsome, so laid-back he is always, in his soul, stretched out in the tall grass, one arm under his head, watching the clouds and laughing; now he looks over some low stuff unworthy of him and then, uncoiling, sends one out, straight on a rising line, over the center-field wall, no cheap Fenway shot, but all of it, the physics as elegant as the arc the ball describes. New England is on its feet, roaring. The summer will not pass. Roaring, they recall the evening, late and cold, in 1975, the sixth game of the World Series, perhaps the greatest baseball game played in the last fifty years, when Carbo, loose and easy, had uncoiled to tie the game that Fisk would win. It is 8-7, one out, and school will never start, rain will never come, sun will warm the back of your neck forever. Now Bailey, picked up from the National League recently, big arms, heavy gut, experienced, new to the league and the club; he fouls off two and then, checking, tentative, a big man off balance, he pops a soft liner to the first baseman. It is suddenly darker and later, and the announcer doing the game coast to coast, a New Yorker who works for a New York television station, sounds relieved. His little world, well-lit, hot-combed, split-second-timed, had no capacity to absorb this much gritty, grainy, contrary reality. Cox swings a bat, stretches his long arms, bends his back, the rookie from Pawtucket who broke in two weeks earlier with a record six straight hits, the kid drafted ahead of Fred Lynn, rangy, smooth, cool. The count runs two and two, Briles is cagey, nothing too good, and Cox swings, the ball beginning toward the mound and then, in a jaunty, wayward dance, skipping past Briles, feinting to the right, skimming the last of the grass, finding the dirt, moving now like some small, purposeful marine creature negotiating the green deep, easily avoiding the jagged rock of second base, traveling steady and straight now out into the dark, silent recesses of center field. The aisles are jammed, the place is on its feet, the wrappers, the programs, the Coke cups and peanut shells, the doctrines of an afternoon; the anxieties, the things that have to be done tomorrow, the regrets about yesterday, the accumulation of a summer: all forgotten, while hope, the anchor, bites and takes hold where a moment before it seemed we would be swept out with the tide. Rice is up. Rice whom Aaron had said was the only one he'd seen with the ability to break his records. Rice the best clutch hitter on the club, with the best slugging percentage in the league. Rice, so quick and strong he once checked his swing halfway through and snapped the bat in two. Rice the Hammer of God sent to scourge the Yankees, the sound was overwhelming, fathers pounded their sons on the back, cars pulled off the road, households froze, New England exulted in its blessedness, and roared its thanks for all good things, for Rice and for a summer stretching halfway through October. Briles threw, Rice swung, and it was over. One pitch, a fly to center, and it stopped. Summer died in New England and like rain sliding off a roof, the crowd slipped out of Fenway, quickly, with only a steady murmur of concern for the drive ahead remaining of the roar. Mutability had turned the seasons and translated hope to memory once again. And, once again, she had used baseball, our best invention to stay change, to bring change on. That is why it breaks my heart, that game--not because in New York they could win because Boston lost; in that, there is a rough justice, and a reminder to the Yankees of how slight and fragile are the circumstances that exalt one group of human beings over another. It breaks my heart because it was meant to, because it was meant to foster in me again the illusion that there was something abiding, some pattern and some impulse that could come together to make a reality that would resist the corrosion; and because, after it had fostered again that most hungered-for illusion, the game was meant to stop, and betray precisely what it promised. Of course, there are those who learn after the first few times. They grow out of sports. And there are others who were born with the wisdom to know that nothing lasts. These are the truly tough among us, the ones who can live without illusion, or without even the hope of illusion. I am not that grown-up or up-to-date. I am a simpler creature, tied to more primitive patterns and cycles. I need to think something lasts forever, and it might as well be that state of being that is a game; it might as well be that, in a green field, in the sun. CD available at <https://www.symphonyspace.org/estore/item/21>.
A. Bartlett Giamatti's
New York City Mini Reunion, April 18 and 19, 2008 From: Peter Wells, Class Secretary March 10, 2008
From Steve Lasewicz Yale 60 Golf Trophy, More to Follow
From Ned Cabot
When many of us enjoyed visiting with Estil Vance at our 45th Reunion last spring, none of us, including Estil, knew that he had only a few months to live. The cancer struck suddenly. I know that the warm welcome he received in New Haven meant a great deal to Estil.
Elected to Phi Beta Kappa in his junior year, Estil had an outstanding career at Yale. In addition to working harder than anyone I have known, he found time to earn his varsity football letter and to become an outstanding debater. Estil attended law school at the University of Texas where he graduated first in his class and served as articles editor of the law review. Upon graduation he joined the prestigious Fort Worth law firm of Cantey & Hanger where he rose to become head of the firm’s litigation division. Long active in politics, Estil was chairman of the Tarrant County Democratic Party and served on the Fort Worth City Council.
Many of you will have met Estil’s wonderful wife Melinda at our reunions or class events. His high school sweetheart and an outstanding lawyer in her own right, Melinda attended the University of Texas Law School, became a leader in Democratic politics and served as a municipal court judge in Fort Worth. Their two children, Estil and Kathleen, both graduated from Yale and like their father were members of Phi Beta Kappa. Kathleen followed her parents into law, while young Estil became a doctor and research oncologist.
Estil and I roomed together at Yale for four years and were friends for 50. I have never known a better man. I have known other brilliant people but none with his modesty. In our first months at Yale when the high marks started coming in, he shrugged them off. “I was pretty lucky that time.” In all our talks over the years, I never heard him say a word to acknowledge his achievements or to put down another person. Yet he was no goody-goody. He had a marvelous self-deprecating sense of humor and a natural inclination to see the funny side of any situation. When Harriet Myers was nominated to the Supreme Court last fall, Estil told me of one such incident. He was on the board when Myers chaired the State Bar Association of Texas. Apparently, the association had always had trouble getting members to come to its annual meeting. One day Myers raised the question of how to boost attendance. After some earnest discussion, Estil had a suggestion. Why not announce that the next meeting would be the very last one the association would ever hold. They could dub it ‘The Last Roundup.’ Estil pointed out that members would want to come just so that they could say that had been there. As Estil reported to me with some delight, Myers had turned to him and said, “Estil, that is the most unhelpful suggestion we’ve had today.”
The ancient Greeks used to say that you could not assess the quality of a man’s life until you knew how his life had ended. By that standard, Estil’s life was a good and happy one. I talked to him forty-eight hours before the end. He was the same Estil, the same warm and loving man. Like the best people we know, Estil led by example. If I am conscious of it, I hope that I will meet the end of my own life with something like his gentle humor, courage and grace.
From: Steve Lasewicz Re: Yale 60 Golf Outing At long last, I am pleased to broadcast the results of our Fall 2005 competition, Nov. 9 - 12. To set the stage, our accommodations at The Kiawah Island Resort were "top drawer" -- all three Villa homes had four bedrooms and 3 or 4 baths allowing a maximum of comfort and privacy. The weather was just spectacular for our entire stay and the restaurants pleased even the most discriminating palates. Adult beverages were in abundant supply and kept many of us adequately lubricated for the daily challenges on the Kiawah Links. Our Friday evening dinner was a "cook in" suggested by George Rieger who insisted on treating us all to several bottles of appropriate and exceptionally fine wine. ( THANKS AGAIN, George !! ) The menu included succulent filet mignon, cooked to perfection by George and his hand picked subordinate chefs, a salad extraordinaire supervised by Matt Freeman and baked potato with fixins. Tom Nolting made sure everyone had an adequate amount of coffee to help them find their way home to their respective beds. The quality of the courses we attacked was certainly equal to any of our venues to date. For those who may not be familiar with Kiawah, we played Osprey Point (Tom Fazio, Wht. tees -- 6089 yds., ( 119 / 68.8 ), Turtle Point ( Jack Nicklaus, Wht. tees -- 6159 yds., 125 / 69.9 ) and The Ocean Course, venue for the 1991 Ryder Cup ( Pete Dye,Wht. tees -- 6031 yds., 134 / 71.9 ). Each of them were outstanding and beautiful in different ways, but without question, everyone's favorite was The Ocean Course. Our first tee time was 7:50 just as the sun was establishing itself above the Ocean and burning off the morning dew ---can you picture it ??? Even with the guidance of excellent caddies, only 4 of 14 golfers broke 100 ! When all the score cards were in and scrutinized for the 54 hole competition, the results confirmed Howard Levine the Low Gross Champ and George Rieger the winner of the coveted Low Net "ALLING CUP". The details along with other awards of Most Birdies (natural), Most Pars (natural and net) and Highest Net plus the daily Best 2 Ball matches are in the attachments ( score sheets #1 & #2 ) for your review. As in the past, the most treasured feature of our gathering was the camaraderie of this diverse group. For three Classmates, it was their first introduction to these memorable, intimate Mini- Reunions. Many of us never knew each other as undergraduates adding another wonderful dimension to the experience. On display for all to enjoy was a special photo album which was intended to be a Christmas present for our beloved CZAR I, Duncan Alling, sent to me by his dear wife Cynthia after Duncan left us. It features a picture of "Duncan in a tight spot " ( so classic !! ), as well as many memorable photos of previous events. We welcome any and all Classmates to share these outings with us---don't worry about your handicaps ---- just ask us to add your name to our roster. If all goes well, our next event will be in Northern Calif. next Spring --- plan on being there ( 1st 16 to commit ). Respectfully submitted, Steve Lasewicz Y 60 Golf Czar II
November 2005 From: Peter Parsons Peter Green suggested I write you about a video documentary I have produced this year. It is called Secret War in the Pacific and deals with the life and work of my father in WWII. He was caught by the Japanese in Manila but talked his way into a wonderful escape after six months. When General MacArthur heard he was out of the war zone, he requested his presence at GHQ in Brisbane, Australia. From there Chick Parsons conducted the organization of the guerrilla forces in the Philippines. He was able to get 20 submarines involved in this effort, and he went in and out of the islands on these boats as if they were his taxis. The video is about this; it uses a lot of documentary footage, and lots of interviews. It is of some value to historians of those times, and possibly of interest to anyone who would like to know more about WWII in the Pacific. There is a web site: www.chickparsons.com, and anyone interested in acquiring a DVD or VHS can contact me directly. This has been in the making for about ten years--just a tad longer than Peter Green's efforts.
October 2005 From: Peter H. Green I finally have some news worth reporting to you for our class notes. My book, "Dad's War with the United States Marines," a family memoir with some first-ever-reported information about what transpired on Guam toward the final days of World War II, has just been released. My father, just a private first class, was by default running WXLI, the Armed Forces Radio Station, when he actually scooped the networks with news of Japanese acceptance of the surrender terms, as the attached article from the St. Louis Post Dispatch reports in their V-J Day story. A press release on my book is also enclosed.
October, 2005 From: Richard Banbury RECOGNIZING A STROKE - A true story A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim within 3 hours he can totally reverse the effects of a stroke...totally. He said the trick was getting a stroke recognized, diagnosed and getting to the patient within 3 hours, which is tough. Susie is recouping at an incredible pace for someone with a massive stroke all because Sherry saw Susie stumble - - that is the key that isn't mentioned below - and then she asked Susie the 3 questions. So simple - - this literally saved Susie's life - -Some angel sent it to Suzie's friend and they did just what it said to do. Suzie failed all three so 911 was called. Even though she had a normal blood pressure readings, and it did not appear to be a stroke as she could converse to some extent with the paramedics, they took her to the hospital right away. Thank God for the sense to remember the 3 steps! Read and Learn! Sometimes symptoms of these strokes are difficult to identify. Unfortunately, the lack of awareness spells disaster. The stroke victim may suffer brain damage when people nearby fail to recognize the symptoms of a stroke. Now doctors say a bystander can recognize a stroke by asking three simple questions: If he or she has trouble with any of these tasks, call 9-1-1 immediately and describe the symptoms to the dispatcher. After discovering that a group of non-medical volunteers could identify facial weakness, arm weakness and speech problems, researchers urged the public to learn the three questions. They presented their conclusions at the American Stroke Association's annual meeting last February. Widespread use of this test could result in prompt diagnosis and treatment of the stroke and prevent brain damage. A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this e-mail sends it to 10 people, you can bet that at least one life will be saved. BE A FRIEND AND SHARE THIS ARTICLE WITH AS MANY FRIENDS AS POSSIBLE. It could save their lives. This is worth reading and remembering: SMILE FOR ME. RAISE YOUR ARMS. SAY SOMETHING SIMPLE, such as "I LOVE YOU."
August 16, 2005 From John Bing, I recently attended a brunch in Beijing sponsored by the Yale Club of Bejing to honor some 27 Yale undergraduates (Bulldogs in Beijing) who served as summer interns in China this summer. Our classmate, Po-Wen Huang, as President of the Club, presided. The interns reported on their experiences. It was a very impressive display of ingenuity, skill and a good job of representing Yale and America. Po is doing a great job as President of the Club. It is a very active organization with monthly meetings and activities.
My own summer in Tianjin went well. My team taught over 100 high school English teachers English listening and speaking skills, conversational English, and we enjoyed once again the warmth and friendship of our students and “old friends.” While the kindness, hard work and good will of the people has been a constant for all the years that I have visited China, we as were again amazed by the physical changes in the city. So many new modern buildings, and roads and apartment complexes. The university with which we have had an 18 year association, Tianjin Normal University, is completing a new campus South of the main city that is a remarkable project. 10,000 workers, three eight hour shifts a day, seven days a week and a veritable city of over 25 buildings, some eight or nine stories in height, constructed in one year. Two other universities are developing adjacent campuses. It will be an academic city in a few years with probably over 20,000 students. Another fascinating site and accomplishment is the new history and art museum in Tianjin (worth visiting if you are in China). The museum is state of the art and better than anything of the kind I have seen anywhere in the world. John August 14, 2005 Webmaster Posting ICE - In Case of Emergency
|
|||